today is a weird day. it’s bad, but doesn’t have to be depending on your mindset.
if anything, josh is the luckiest one of us right now. he doesn’t have to suffer through this heat wave, doesn’t have to listen to our rapist president, and his friends bring him free weed and old fashions on a regular basis. (i guess we all had to pay you back for the copious amounts of free alcohol somehow)
oh, and he gets to rest for as long as he wants and i’m very jealous of that fact considering i feel exhausted the majority of the time.
all jokes aside, i miss my friend. i miss getting excited with you during “croptober”. i miss the way you’d respectfully leave your house so that i could photograph your naked wife in peace. i miss your damn Subi that you loved ALMOST more than Monique.
but… i think what i will always miss the most is the type of love you and Mo had for each other. you worshipped her, and her sun rose and set for you. you two.. i don’t know. you guys just worked.
this day has absolutely nothing to do with me, so i feel extremely selfish for crying but we fucking miss you, dude. we miss your stupid peacock hair head bobbing when you got passionate during a conversation. i miss how much we both loved your wife’s ass, lol. you had good energy. most of the time your aura was just warm and bright which is a good thing because that means you’re basically zen.
None of us are mad at you. this wasn’t your fault. we just fucking miss you. you’ve made your presence known to me a few times since you were lucky enough to get closer to God, but its so bitter sweet. i’m happy you’re okay. i hope you and my dad blaze it up once in awhile up in heaven. i’m taking your wifey out to see ya later today. i even bought your favorite swishers that i lowkey hate, lol.
happy anniversary to both of you. i have nothing but mad love for both of you.
PS. you’d be so damn proud of your wife. she is truly one of the strongest humans i’ve ever met.